who am i now to love myself?
who now have i become to smile incessantly --
to see life as wonderous as it may be...
but yet i know & see myself falter
apologizing for being myself.
this unknown skin that i am in
is a decadent new dress.
a dress made just for me
to my liking & for my loving.
i was meant to don & step gently
into her awareness & dance.
oh heavenly dance [!]
dancing to the music flowing from me.
two-stepping and twirling to
the melody of me.